I think I've lost my pride
I only learn the hard way
Always has to be my way
I'm never giving up
And when I'm in too deep
I just try and keep pushing
But I keep on cutting people off and
Suddenly I'm left here all alone
I know that they meant well and I'm the wrong one
But really it is all in my head
I don't know my own cost and pay for that
And now I wake up and wake up and wake up
To the same day
So I owe myself an apology
I'm so mean to me
I'm so mean to me
I wouldn't do this to anyone
Now I can't seem to hide
All the rules that I make, I break
Straight away
I tried, I tried
I tried to leave, I tried to stay
And then it always, it just stays the same
I'm losing my mind
I think I'm going insane
So I owe myself an apology
I'm so mean to me
I'm so mean to me
I wouldn't do this to anyone
I owe myself an apology
I'm so mean to me
I'm so mean to me
I wouldn't do this to anyone
So leave me, leave
Leave me alone
Cause I don't wanna do this anymore
I thought I hit the low
I didn't know, I didn't know
What's coming afterwards
So leave me, leave
Leave me alone
Cause I don't wanna do this anymore
I thought I hit the low
I didn't know, I didn't know
What's coming afterwards
So I owe myself an apology
I'm so mean to me
I'm so mean to me
I wouldn't do this to anyone
I owe myself an apology
I'm so mean to me
I'm so mean to me
I wouldn't do this to anyone
